I wish I had a place where I could just express everything that’s on my mind. That’s what tumblr is supposed to be for, right? But it’s not. I hate the fact that if I want to vent on tumblr, anyone I know can just pretty much go and read everything that’s on my mind. I hate when I write a post venting my heart out, but I can’t post it. Making a private tumblr or publishing the post on private just isn’t the same. That’s like venting to a brick wall. I hate when I have nights where I’m completely breaking down, but I don’t feel comfortable pouring my heart out. And I have to keep it bottled up. I can’t write whatever I want to let out. Not without having someone that I don’t want to read it, reading it. My purpose for tumblr is dead now. It’s simply just for entertainment and to get rid of my bordom now..
